Today is Tuesday

My art flows in and out of me , the influences and the haphazard twisted versions of these influences i call my own. Most recently, I have been on a recording kickkk!!! Three new songs in two days. Im really into the newest one I guess I'll call Underwater, last night I finally got down to the nitty gritty and recorded Oregon Trail! and a week or so ago a song called Top Secret!
Pro-duc-tivity in Action.
I've also been listening to these nonstop when I get home, courtesy of the San Francisco Public LIbrary !!



the shit simply RUULES. theres this guy from the folkways records comp Richard "Rabbit" Brown who is killer. i wish i could get my hands on these records but im sure theyre all out of print on vinyl. ive beeb watching documentaries on benjamins, franklin and gibbard from death cab or cutie. Franklin was slightly more interesting. I watched this documentary on these Japanese mountain climbers , i wish i knew what it was called. i could probably go to tvguide.com or something and find out. Today I wrote a cover letter for a job I've been wanting for awhile now but have just been too lazy to do anything about. Until today, so let's hope. This is right after I hung up on my mom cause she was trying to say it was my fault she never called. I am not havin this, I think it was actually a good step for me, standing up I mean. i'm gonna try and watch this movie if i dont end up in the hands of something else like recording.

[insert image of Ingmar Bergman Makes a Movie here]

Leah is herre! I sent her a message tonight - shes got a blackberry - wondering if she wanted to go to this girl group night somewhere in the mission. she was busy but we have plans for thursday! I said it was carazy we were in the same town again.
i just put this record on

damnnnnn. this is what ive been missing for so long, another record courtesy of the SF library. why even bother listening to the crap of now? well i guess theres some stuff but guess im from the olde world too so i beg my pardon. i cant wait for some money. im gonna buy cdrs and record all these onto cd until i can find myself the records again. i would neveer steal a record from a library, cds only and one particular book on tape that no one was checking out anyway i checked. if you forgot to return it , is it really stealing? more music should be free, at least records since so few people listen to them, its just another bonus for us nerds.
i cant wait to get back to being a record nerd. i'm sure there are others around these parts.
one more crucial part is missing as well, the green $$$$$. all in good time.
some rice, some crannnberry some movie, some record, who the hell said i was broke?

Yesterday was... Thursday

A couple days ago we ended up finding my roommate Steve, he was in his room. It wasn't good. It was actually pretty bad. The first night was sorta scary, even for me. For those of you who don't know what my apt looks like there will be more pictures but simply, my room's the one of the right. I called Mandy that night and she had just found out her grandma had passed away. The same grandma I talked to when I went to get my yellow bike. We talked till late and she stayed on the phone with me when I was imagining things. I fell asleep with the lights on and the tv on loud enough to block out the 'house sounds' of the night. The next morning I woke up gray and got a phone call as I tried calling my mom as the phone died in my hands. Minutes cost money. It was Mandy. She left work and we met at 24th st, where we met in October last year. I got mcdonalds breakfast. She watched. We went back to my house and...









I am so grateful we are after so much.
I will be there too.

My roommate Jennifer just left the apartment. My other roommate Steve hasn't been heard from for two weeks, Gene still lives at the end of the hall. I'm feeling niiice, quiet, and peaceful. I also cleaned my carpet so it's nice to know the place doesn't smell like complete ass anymore. Gettin back on track; standing, slowly.