i think a KEY principle in the Experience is that
when youre applyig adjectives to PEOPLE andPERSONALITIES you cant use them as you would other organisms in the worldsuchas wood or elements.
with PEOPLE there are no fixed adjectives, for example
Someone can be bitchy but not be a BITCH.
some can be an asshole sometimes, or a lot of times, but that doesnt classify them as ASSHOLE.
adjectives with HUMANS and PEOPLE are temporary and fleeting.
yes, i canbe an asshole sometimes but that doesnt MAKE me an asshole.
this girl iwork yes Can be a total condescending bitch sometimes but i cant slip into the simplistic view and say she IS a bitch. she can just act bitchy sometimes, like we all can.
adjectives seem more in line with actions rather than personalities.

i also haveto understand that not Everything is a preconceived plan. especially against me. i like sharing myself and Experience with theworld but i alsoreally need my privacy sometimes.

im drinking apple juice right now, listening to beat happening, 'Fourteen" jesus christ download that song and youll learn more about me than any blog/livejournal. thissong still makes me hold back the tears. i wanna be positive,