There's a home waiting too

Het told me about this site

http://www.godtube.com

theres a mentos commercial thts funny and the singing ex-homosexual is pretty funny too.
i took a lunch by the ocean with two birds looking at me for some fish. I gave them a little but not too much. Hada tuna sandwich chips and a big cran. why is this interesting enough to post ? who knows. i got 3 more hours of fun at this desk, will someone please save me? at least im getting paid, fuck yes. Het and I typed awhile this morning about random things , she had a couple good questions. 1) What amazing thing do you wanna get done this year? 2) Where do you want to be spending your 30th birthday. I said 'already this year has been fairly amazing' in so many words, and for my 30th b-day i said 'probably in another Home again, with a secure job i could stand and enough money to make it as unstressful as possible.' hmm, i just realized i dont mean Home like halfway house or anything, I mean Home as in an apartment id be sharing. i told her i couldnt begin to think of something iwanted to get done this year. i guess just start to move on, get better at leaving the past behind, letting go, and living here and now instead of so much in the future. i practiced eating on the other side of my mouth again. the tunafish sub i got was very big and it hurt a little but i managed.