Reasons why 2008 will be the best year ever.

last year:
lost my car
roommate died
friend died (max)
teeth pulled
broken computer speakers and hence no new music
lost internet
stove
furniture/ bed = my room, a years time building
paypal account closed (because of internet fruad)
almost evicted, twice
got bed bugs
lost super films of the past four or so years
unemployed ~ no money

it can't get any worse, i still got yellow bike and records ha!
i got a swell new job, it pays weekly so im gonna have some money in my pocket. ive been fine tuning my shopping skills so if i do go on sprees i feel like im a little more responsible.the musics been going good too, just sorta learning the craft and every song i learn something new and old. im getting closer to telling strangers i have this hobby. getting closer to the sound im looking for. its out there; the worlds an open canvas. Anything can happen. i do believe in that still. in the next month im gonna get a new computer that way i can listen to music again and not have to keep buying records without hearing them and hear NEW. im gonna get internet in my room like before and change my phone plan so i dont have to keep paying every week. first big goal is CAR. theres no ifs ands or buts about it. theres too much of california and the west to just sit in my room and let it all pass me by. plus im feeling so suffocated in one place. i need to be moving. plus it makes me feel more my age. there aint nothing wrong with being old and "normal". i think its one of my new dreams to be "normal". i hate that word. maybe smart is overrated too. im glad i got through this past year, my friends tell me it was hard, which is nice to hear and not think youre just feeling sorry for yourself. its bullshit that i dont need anybody. i need people around just as much as anybody, maybe more. i keep getting told by people in my past life i am a people person but ive never felt further from them (people) than this year. i dont like it. they say you gotta be open for things to happen, i dont know if i believe in that - things will happen anyway - but im ready for some positive changes to come my way, even by any stroke of luck from my own hands. its so cold here i love it. just get past new years and wait a little longer for whats around the corner. it will be alright and in a month or two ill look back and be thankful ive only had a couple bad years in my life. maybe itll make a good story or something.